Cold Annoying Feeling

Has it ever happened to you, that you have a very very exciting thing or maybe you just saw something absolutely funny and you wanted to share it with someone? Many of us would share it with family or friends but sometimes just sometimes it would actually be great to share it with someone you love (and not the family or friend type of love). There are moments like these when I feel absolutely lonely… It would be nice that for a change, I could actually share things with someone! But I refuse to stumble over the same type of guy so I guess for now it’s just me and my loneliness, my companion that seems to be getting way to comfortable.

Don't want to learn that love is NOT enough...

As I sat today thinking (yes I do that once in a while!) and reflected about a conversation that I had with my almost brother, I thought about he following…

Maybe sometimes we just don’t want to learn from our past actions. Maybe our idiotic, idealistic heart wants to believe that he is actually worth it, and that at the end of the day… love is enough. I think it may sound a bit stupid, but I guess sometimes we, at least I have been a victim or rather have chosen to believe it, that if we keep hitting ourselves against that wall maybe, just maybe we’ll be able to cross it.
Everybody has done this at least once in our lives, others a couple of more times, but and the end we realize it’s just no going to change… he is just not going to change. It’s really hard to confront this reality and believe me when I tell you, there is nothing more painful than accepting that we have to let go for our own good.

Wouldn’t it be nice though to think that love is enough? That love can do it all? I truly wish it were true… because then maybe I could be with you!