Here I am

Here I am. I wish I could understand. I’m sorry. I can’t always explain my actions (especially the ones in the past week...but you can blame it on the moon, it’s full), but I am sorry. Please forgive me for whatever I did wrong. I truly am sorry it was never my intention to push away or cause you to leave.
Now I am here, heartbroken, unable to understand why you came, why you left, and why you won’t speak to me. By the way, I am not desperate like you had the nerve to say, I only wanted to understand the motives behind your awkward and inmature behavior, and actions. But I guess I’ll never know. So all I can say for now is, Goodbye?!?!