Many

So may thoughts going through my mind. So many emotions all at once… anger, disappointment, confusion, pain, love, hate… I have no idea what is going on, what is going to happen. My chest hurts; I don’t think I can’t take this any longer…I’m so so so pained. I feel like crying every five minutes, not a minute passes in which I don’t think about you. Are we over? Do you love me? Do you really love me? Do you want me? Do you want to stay with me? Why is it that your confusion seems to aggravate only me? I’m so sad… so damn sad.
Why again? I think I’ve had enough already? I’m pissed off at you. Yes you!! The one that has the power to give life to heal. I’m so mad!